Pretty much, yeah, I'd rather die of natural causes at 45 or 50 than living to 85 knowing that thousands of innocents, children, old and adults alike dying or suffering from senseless violence wich can ALWAYS be traced to greed or envy in the end.
Still, this is the only life I have and as such, I will use it to help as many as I can to reach the same living standards and to try to work to stop the spreading of hate and violence.